I hope with everything in me that you find happiness and comfort. You're a lovely person and a wonderful friend, and anybody would be lucky to know you. Hopefully you'll find this out one day and allow that to be your reason for going on, even when it feels easiest to think of yourself as lesser than.
Om du någonsin vill fly kan du alltid komma hit och inte betala skatt i Amerika. :)
Love,
Your Friend Kaya